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I started new thyroid meds about 1.5 weeks ago. It took a couple of days, but I woke up feeling a lot better on Saturday and it's been mostly an upward trend.
Until today.
I have more energy, am doing more things, applying for more work, sleeping less, getting some shit done.
But the yesterday and today I'm noticing mood stuff. Today my mood has been ALL over the place. I felt amazing last night after a HAI mini workshop that I was on team for. But today in the middle of talking to the boyfriend I just started melting down, apathy, overwhelm, pain, sadness, .... crash.
I feel like I need to be getting things done, the house is a mess, I need work, I'm .... melting. So I took myself out to lunch on the way to poll worker training.
Yesterday my pants fit a little different than they have been so I'm wondering if this is the beginning of body shifting things for reals (which I'm totally available for) and I wonder if what's happening is revisiting things as my body changes. I don't know that for sure, but in meditation today, that's the message that I received.
I have another appointment on Tuesday and we'll change things up again, I'm sure.
At least I'm not sleeping three hundred hours a day or totally crashed out. In fact I'm writing from a coffee shop where I can focus and get things done away from Kiddo. Hopefully those things will include something other than the Book of Face and journaling.
Until today.
I have more energy, am doing more things, applying for more work, sleeping less, getting some shit done.
But the yesterday and today I'm noticing mood stuff. Today my mood has been ALL over the place. I felt amazing last night after a HAI mini workshop that I was on team for. But today in the middle of talking to the boyfriend I just started melting down, apathy, overwhelm, pain, sadness, .... crash.
I feel like I need to be getting things done, the house is a mess, I need work, I'm .... melting. So I took myself out to lunch on the way to poll worker training.
Yesterday my pants fit a little different than they have been so I'm wondering if this is the beginning of body shifting things for reals (which I'm totally available for) and I wonder if what's happening is revisiting things as my body changes. I don't know that for sure, but in meditation today, that's the message that I received.
I have another appointment on Tuesday and we'll change things up again, I'm sure.
At least I'm not sleeping three hundred hours a day or totally crashed out. In fact I'm writing from a coffee shop where I can focus and get things done away from Kiddo. Hopefully those things will include something other than the Book of Face and journaling.
